And i sit there
and u lie there
with so much more than continents between us

i hurt u
hurt u all the time

there was no way
it cd’ve been ok
but that still makes me a cunt
a cunt in everyone’s eyes
especially my own

i have to stop pretending now
that it’s not ever anything less
than war
between two people
especially in entanglements

i’m sorry
that guilt licks at my feet